Near-Death Experience

I had pneumonia

I asked for a glimpse of heaven

I was above the earth

the earth was like a blue marble

I was in some kind of spiritual body

I turned and there was this being in silhouette

The light behind it was blue white, like a welder’s torch

Our sun was yellow compared to this light

It had long hair and a long robe

It was neither male or female

I was in a Christian frame of mine at the time

I took it to be Christ

The love that was coming from it was unconditional

It had so much love for humanity

I asked if it knew what was going on down on Earth

There was no misunderstanding

I cried

I asked about the holocaust

I didn’t get an answer

I was told to give up everything on earth

I thought about the earth, air, fire water, plants, and animals

I thought I would never see them again

The more I let go the greater the love

I was then told to give up the love I had for my mother

I let go then hung on

This being was behind me reassuring me

I thought she is in the universe

She is in God so I let go

The love was ecstasy, bliss, exquisite, euphoria, rapture

I was getting drunk on it

I then stood alone

I was the only thing in the universes

It was terrifying

It was like I was God

God has no one to go to

I wasn’t me anymore

I was sheer consciousness

Then these highly evolved beings that I took to be angels

Told me my time was not up yet and I had to go back

And give out that love anyway I could

I woke up and tried to get back into it that night and the next

Told me my time was not up yet and I had to go back

Like millions of others around the world who have had similar experiences

I have no fear of death